Feeling This, Always

Anonymous asked: You say you and Mr. Grey wouldn't have gotten along. Why's that?

Lol there’s so many reasons. He’s not my type. Yes, I understand he’s beautiful (as Ana points out in EVERY chapter), but his personality. It doesn’t do it for me. I’m definitely not a submissive. I don’t like to be bossed around at all times lol. Other reasons he wouldn’t like me: I’m blonde, I bite my lip, I’m sarcastic, I make jokes, I don’t respond to threats, I like touching, and I giggle. All the time. I would definitely prefer his brother Elliot over Christian. Definitely.  

Anonymous asked: As someone who writes erotic literature, I'm curious to know what your thoughts are on the new popular book Fifty Shades of Grey. If you've read it at all, that is. I've seen mixed reviews and I'd love to know your opinions. Thanks xoxo.

*SLIGHT SPOILERS* This question has been in my box for quite a while, but I wanted to make sure I waited until I finished the entire book before I answered it honestly. I’ve also read reviews on the book (mostly other blogs, nothing professional) and most of them have been… not so positive. As I am not a literary professional, nor do I have anything published, idk if I can properly criticize this book. But since you’ve asked: 

• Before I started reading it, I saw that it started as Twilight fan fiction. While I’m not sure if that’s 100% accurate, I can definitely pick out the similarities within the characteristics. 
• As far as writing goes, there were a lot of things that I found… unsettling. Word choice, sentence structure, improper  use of American phrases. It’s definitely clear that the author was a British woman who hasn’t made many trips to the West. 
• Ana’s personality - just her entirety. She’s never been attracted to anyone in her entire 21 years of life? Girl must have been living in one awful town. I find her unrealistic. Unbelievable. Not solely for this reason, but everything. 
• Christian’s personality - also unbelievable, but in different ways.  Mr. Grey and I would not have gotten along. He wouldn’t have liked me. 
• While I personally didn’t take to the main characters, the author does a very good job of getting you interested in their world. You feel for the characters, one way or another. Which is probably the reason for the book’s popularity. 
• The sex. I enjoyed reading it. It fulfilled it’s role as an erotic novel. While I’m not to fond of the expression “aargh” during sex (reminds me of a pirate) or chewing/licking toes (ewww) the actual sex was stimulating. Well, the vanilla sex. The other stuff scares me. If it were me, as soon as I saw the Red Room of Pain, I would have ran for it. No thank you. 
• The ending. I’ll try not to give too much of it away for those who haven’t read it. I realize there’s like 2 sequels, and I’ll probably get around to reading them as well. (I really want to know why he’s so screwed up) But it was annoying the way it ended. I felt Ana was too quick to give up. He was trying. It ended with far too many unanswered questions, even for a start to a trilogy. 

Anonymous asked: can you write another teacher/student story please? theyre really good :)

I’m going to continue with the Man of Experience story soon! But in the future I will definitely write more student/teacher stories. Those are probably my favorite to write ;) and thank you! :) 

Anonymous asked: When are you going to write more??

Soon my love. There’s so much floating in my head. I’ve just got to find the time to write them down. 

It had just started. The torture. Her.

It was his first time being a Resident’s Assistant and he was very excited. He prepared all summer for the job, thinking of ways to provide entertainment for the guys and girls he would be looking after during the semester. This was his senior year and he was going to make the most of it. That was until his first meeting at the beginning of the year.

She was his resident. She caught his eye right away. The first thing he noticed was her legs. They were long, tan and toned; the most perfect pair of legs he’d ever seen. The only part of her lower half he couldn’t see were what was concealed behind those short, tight shorts. She sat on the ground in front of the couch next to a few other girls and he finally looked up at her face. It was elegant. Beautiful. It was outlined by long, wavy brown hair. When her eyes met his, he jumped. Her bright blue eyes tugged at him in a way he had never experienced. He was unaware of how long he had been staring. She smiled at him, and he lost his breath. He coughed and turned his attention to the other residents walking through the door.

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Anonymous asked: will you please do the second part to man of experience? i'm dying.

Well, I wrote out about half of it. Then my computer decided it wanted to restart on it’s own before I had the chance to save it. So I’m grieving at the moment before I start to write it again. But it should be soon. I’ve got another story on the way. ;) 

Anonymous asked: "My body compulsed in his honor." God you're a poet. I can't wait for the next part.

Why thank you dear reader :) but I’m far from a poet!  

Anonymous asked: I've been told I act very much like him. ;)

Anonymous asked: I have a scruffy face. And my friends say I look like Mark Hoppus. And I'm pretty sure I'm in love with you. What do you say? :)

And then I tried very hard to find the picture of Chandler Bing folding down the covers in bed. 

But I think these pretty much cover my reaction to this. As long as you act like him too, I’m yours. 

Anonymous asked: When will you be writing a new story?

I’m working on the second part to Man of Experience. I’m not sure when I’ll be done with it though. 

“Oh college…” I said as I grabbed my papers, book, and keys and walked to the door. Chemistry was awful. It was dreadful going to that torturous lecture every other day and listen to the professor serenade me with her monotone voice. It would instantly put me to sleep if it wasn’t for her awful limp that kept me distracted. And still, the information she was teaching just went over my head. Getting out alive was my only goal.

I walked across the hall and pressed the “down” button for the elevator. I waited, and waited. Living on the 6^th floor had its disadvantages. With each floor more people walked in. When it got to the 3^rd floor a familiar face appeared.

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Anonymous asked: would you be able to write more of "man of experience"... you had my imagination running wild. i loved it!

Oh yes, I very well plan to ;)  

I sat there, in the same seat that I had occupied every other day at this time for the past couple of months. The semester had dragged on, but soon it would be over. A few weeks and I would be done with all my requirements and ready to accept my degree.

Unfortunately, I was not ready to leave this class. Actually, I wasn’t ready to leave this professor. Every time he walked into class the song Hot For Teacher would begin to play in my head. I sat in the front row, so his eyes would gaze across me every now and then as he gave his lectures; and every time it was like an electric shock through my body. And it always stopped between my legs.

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Anonymous asked: My first boyfriend and I have been going out for a few months now, and I think I'm ready to give him a blowjob. I've heard things about how to do it, but I'm still really nervous and scared I'll get it all wrong. Please help!

The first thing you’ve got to do is make sure that you’re ready. If you don’t feel comfortable doing something like this then chances are you wont enjoy it as it should be enjoyed. Second, just lose yourself. Take the plunge and don’t hold back. If you get too nervous or anxious then your jaw or mouth could clamp up or your head will be too worried and you wont enjoy it.

A few tips: make sure you wrap your top lip over your teeth so that it’ll be easier for you to keep your teeth out of the way. To cover your bottom teeth you can just push your tongue over them. It’s good to switch from bobbing your head to sucking every now and then to mix it up and see what your guy reacts to best. You can also swirl your tongue around his shaft and head to give him a different sensation. If you want some more secure advice you could probably look it up on the internet. But the best thing to do is just try to read your partner’s reactions and go from there! And have fun ;)